Anthony Sim

Thinking about you so much today. I cant believe so much time has passed, the pain of losing you is still there, still fresh like it happened only yesterday. I've still never been to your grave since we had to say goodbye to you, it makes me feel so guilty. I have just been scared, its not that i've forgotten about you. Now we are having a baby again, and im supposed to be positive, be happy, but im scared this will be another baby, your brother or sister, that we will have to lay next to you. Id give anything to be able to go back and change things, to have been more healthy, better prepared. I dont think i can do all this again. love you so much my baby boy xx

Sylvia Sim (Mom)

November 28, 2009

A shared poem

MY friend Jason rae passed sadly away and has a page on here. I went to leave a candle and someone had put on the same poem my dad had said at our little angels funeral. It still brings a tear to my eye but I think it is fate they are in the same place and have the same poem left for them

DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP.

I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP.

I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW,

I AM THE DIAMOND GLINTS ON THE SNOW.

I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN,

I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN.

WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH,

I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH

OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT.

I AM THE STARS THAT SHINE AT NIGHT.

DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY,

I AM NOT THERE, I DID NOT DIE.....................

Daddy Sim (Father)

May 26, 2008

babies are angels

babies are angels
that fly to earth
their wings disappear
at the time of ther birth
one look in their eye
and we're never the same
they're part of us now
and that part has a name
that part is your heart
and a bond that wont sever
our babies are angels
and we love them forever

Jackie Fullbrook (passer by)

March 31, 2008

Special little boys

Just a message to let Anthony's family know that they are in my thoughts. I too had to say goodbye to my beautiful nephew, Taylor, so I know how hard it must be for you. I know Paula and you will get some comfort in speaking to each other. Love to you all. Take care, Amanda x

Amanda (Taylors Mummys sister)

March 18, 2008

thank you

I just wanted to say a big thank you to everyone that has lit a candle or left a tribute for Anthony. A friend told me about this site and I was so eager to create this page in his memory. Me and Anthonys daddy have felt overwhelmed from the kindness we have recieved from family and friends.

We are also deeply touched that mummys to other angels have taken the time to add kind words of comfort. I did not expect this and it means so much. Perhaps it is only others that have sadly experienced this pain that truly understand.

Sometimes i think that because we did not have the chance to see Anthony alive, people think loosing him should not affect us as much as it has - he wasnt really a baby. I bonded with my son from the start, and it is a love that continues to grow just as it would have had he lived. People say, well, you can try again. Yes, we can. And i hope we will not have to experience this pain again. However, another baby, however much i long for one, will not replace our Anthony. He is his own truly special spirit, and will forever be my much loved son.

This site has brought a lot of feelings to the surface, however, i talked to him in my mind before, now i just talk to him here too - even if it seems crazy to others who perhaps dont understand. I am just glad we have now have something else to help keep his memory alive as i cling to what little keepsakes we have of him. We are getting on with our lives as best we can now and are as happy as we can be although we will never be the same again. Me and his dad will never forget him, but his page means that others wont either, which is so important to me. Thanks to all who read.

Love to Anthony and all the other much loved babies in our lives X

Sylvia Sim (Mom)

March 17, 2008

My love

I think of you today
Like I have each day before
My love for you keeps growing
Our bond strengthened even more

I want to hold you close
And keep you next to me
I wish that you could be here
For all of us to see

I promise you this, sweetheart
My love wont go away
No-one can take love from me
Your in my heart to stay


Written especially for you, love mum x

Sylvia Sim (Mom)

March 13, 2008

Ask my mum

Ask my Mum how she is, she'll tell a lot of lies
She never did before, but from now until she dies
She'll tell a whole lot more.

Ask my Mum how she is, and because she can't explain
She will tell a little lie, as she can't describe the pain.

Ask my Mum how she is, and she'll answer 'I'm alright'
If that's the truth then tell me - why does she cry at night?

Ask my Mum how she is, she seems to cope so well
She doesn't have a choice you see, or the strength or time to yell.

Ask my Mum how she is: 'I'm fine. I'm Well. I'm coping'
For Goodness sake Mum tell the truth, say that your heart is broken.

She will love me all her life, I loved her all of mine
But if you ask her how she is, she'll lie and say 'I'm fine.'

I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug from here
If she lies don't listen, hug her and hold her near.

On the day we meet again, we'll smile and I'll be bold:
'You're lucky you got in here Mum, with all the lies you told!'

Sylvia Sim (Mom)

March 13, 2008

Our Thoughts and Prayers are with you!!

We love you guys, my heart breaks for you when i think about the pain you must be feeling. We will continue to pray for you all.
Looking forward to seeing you and giving you a big hug!
Love Kate

Kate Sim (Aunt)

March 13, 2008

Remembering our angel

Remembering you is easy
I do it every day
But there is an ache within my heart
That will never go away

Sylvia Sim (Mom)

March 12, 2008

I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay

i miss you xxx

Sylvia Sim (Mom)

March 12, 2008